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When griping grief the heart doth wound,
and doleful dumps the mind opresses,
then music, with her silver sound,
with speedy help doth lend redress.
-William Shakespeare
Still
I wish I was away from everything. That in the quiet I'd discover You. And I'd see that all I am is Yours, and You are mine.
I trust in You.
signing off at 5:53 PM
Crucified
Why is it so hard to die to myself, and take up my cross whenever the moment begs me to... such a desperate cry to crucify the things in my heart... yet so powerless, and so weak...
I'm nothing and have nothing.
I feel so unworthy inside and I wish I was just dead.
signing off at 9:25 PM
Desperate People
If you feel their pain, please pray for them. For those that have been there and seen them, held them and loved them, let's intercede together.
My heart is heavy. It's heavy because Christ's love weighs down upon it.
"I have made you known to them, and will continue to make you known in order that the LOVE you have for me may be in them and that I myself may be in them."
John 16:25-26
You cannot imagine how much pain I go through inside, each time I get down on my knees.
signing off at 1:32 AM
The one on Christmas day
What do you do when you cannot seem to decide and divide your world; from everything that you ever thought could be real and everything you wanted it to be. When what you want clashes with what you have or thought could only possess, a sense of reality emerges and takes control. It's a mess when you attempt to straddle between what is yours and things not possible.
I gain insight on what I think is good for me. On most occasions, we unknowingly miss the point on what is before us to grasp. It's way down below the surface, covered and disguised by superficiality and mediocrity. There's a treasure that desperatedly needs to be unearthed by the hands of the heart. The breath of which would give new life. Until the day we see everything else, real of spiritual, fall away, and only one thing stands before us.
It's a dream that not one of us can deny. The heart may burn but you could never tell for how long. When we actually start to realize it, we're mockingly surrounded by everything we ever wanted, within taking but not for us to keep.
Will I be afraid and not hope for the impossible ? I don't want to settle for second best.
Love is hard to understand. It's so intense.
I'm laying it all down.
Happy Christmas, people of the earth
signing off at 3:11 PM
Lies
Thanks for hiding from me and lying to me. You don't deserve my trust.
signing off at 4:33 AM
Depreciate
I'm starting to feel that over time, no matter how much effort I put in, you don't appreciate things as much as before...
There's only so far a man can go, expecting not to receive anything and giving unconditionally. But it's tiring and Love goes both ways.
signing off at 1:50 AM
Pointless
Things were alot simpler and happier. I'm fighting very hard but I'm getting tired.
signing off at 3:59 PM
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