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When griping grief the heart doth wound,
and doleful dumps the mind opresses,
then music, with her silver sound,
with speedy help doth lend redress.
-William Shakespeare
Stand In
What is truth ? What are true that aren't lies ? Aren't lies also true ? Truth lies in the eyes of the beholder... and lies are truth to another... so what's gonna count as true or untrue ? How will anyone know the difference when such intricate angles and perspectives come into play...
Truth is defined in it's sincerity in action, character and utterance... the body of real things, events, and facts... a trascendent fundamental or spiritual reality... a judgement, proposition, ideas that are true or accepted as true... the property of being in accord with fact or reality... fidelity to an original or to a standard...
Truth to me is so much more... so much more to understand and grasp... like the famous line... 'you can't handle the truth'... whoever seeks the truth these days ? Such a delicate object to handle... fostering truth and life... I'm afraid I need lies that break and hurt me before I confess and succumb to the truth... and I ask why is the human heart and mind that hard to handle...
And I can't tell if someone is true or not... there's so much in me that wants to trust... there are lines that I will draw... until I'm sure...
True strength comes in weakness... true joy starts from brokeness... true love isn't about feelings... true wealth is gaining what you can never lose... and I lose all things for the sake of my King...
Just returned home after spending some time with Tina. I bumped into her on the bus that I boarded after work... and of course, staying so near to each other, meeting up and talking til late isn't an issue at all for us...
I thank God for this sister of mine... I can share my heart with her... whether it's thoughts or complaints about people and the day... this is what I treasure... something I won't lose for my life... ( I didn't realized we actually talked til 2 a.m =X )
And I've got a eye-candy over at Big O !
I LIKE =)
Work suddenly has an extra motivation
BEAR BEAR COME BACK !!
Doesn't feel like it was before... don't like feeling like I'm your temporal stand in... yeah tell me if you're done with me
You are my Freedom
Jesus You're the Reason
signing off at 2:42 AM
Shadowfeet
I'm either a little not myself right now... or really just being a little too much of myself. Either way... there's inner gravity that's drawing the deep spirit within me. There always seem to have a time that comes around... a time when we require ourselves to be locked up to the solitude devouring our hearts somehow...
I'm pretty much lost to certain things right now. It's a toss up between what's right and what's wrong. Seeing things from a different angle and perspective often brings a whole new light of reasons and truths. Seemingly sometimes, you're stuck in a decision to force your eyes to look at things from a certain way you never would... just so you could achieve greater control.
But in all honesty and wisdom... simplicity is complicated in itself, and complication has simplicity in it. The human mind exceeds all things that measures, all things that claim to understand.
On a lighter note, I found the past week to be one that's most fulfilling and meaningful. I spent the entire week meeting up with freshmen over lunch and drinks. I don't know what it is but it brings about a spirit of thanksgiving and being there to hear and see invokes heaps of encouragement to the soul. This was one week where I was intentional in my meetings and in my fellowships... I felt like I've challenged, not just about service, but more importantly bearing a bigger heart for God and chasing, pursuing a vision. I've given them a goal to work towards to... set their hearts towards greater things... it purely felt like I discipled.
There is so much joy in that... and I told God if I could, I'd do that the rest of my life. That's what I'm chasing, that's what I'm pursuing. God intends to change lives... lives that will take a stand, make a difference and impact other lives... and I want to be part of that somewhere.
Everything I once held dear, I count it all as loss. That I may gain Christ over all things in heaven and on earth. I worry not my future anymore... for that belongs to Christ.
I live in the risen Son
signing off at 1:46 AM
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