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When griping grief the heart doth wound,
and doleful dumps the mind opresses,
then music, with her silver sound,
with speedy help doth lend redress.
-William Shakespeare
Consuming Fire
Just came back from Servant Team/Spiritual Multiplier (STSM) Retreat. It was supposed to be from Tuesday til Thursday but I joined them only yesterday. It was at Changi Safra Resort and I must say I had a nice time.
I was asked to lead P&W last night and of coz I gladly took it up. It always excites me to lead in P&W. I was also told yesterday to lead on 25th April for Campus Crusade Welcome Tea. That would be infront of more than 100 people. Oh man that's crazy coz I've never done that before. I'm definitely looking forward to that though. Now somehow I got shot the arrow of taking charge of our CCA booth. I don't know what to do !!
The STSM Retreat was basically to prepare our hearts and minds for the new academic year. Which also means taking up of new disciples and sheparding them for us new SMs. There was a bit of training to equip us new SMs with the right attitude and heart for discipleship. I really don't know how I'll do as a discipler with young lives in my hands. Jesus had 12 and He lost not one of them except for Judas that the scriptures may be fulfilled. I'm not only worried about losing, but also building. How am I going to impact and build a Man for Christ. Just like how Robin changed me and helped me along my path towards serving Christ and giving my life to Him. For that, I'm really very grateful to God for putting Robin in my life.
It's funny how I started out in Campus Crusade without enthusiasm of any sort for that ministry. I didn't even know how on earth I ended up in SPCCC. But it has taught me the importance of The Great Commission and given me the heart of evangelism. My heart's desire grew and the passion burned. I stucked to the ministry and I've not regretted it. It has given me great friends and memorable moments. It just reminded me of how I started out in Maris Stella SJAB as well. Totally no directions whatsoever, but yet I've found passion and great memories in there. I know it's God who paths the way for me, and it's His calling.
I may be giving more time serve in Campus Crusade as a leader now, but I know deep in my heart it's all for God. I'm glad to do it because I know, in that CCA, we're all serving God and not Man. I know I serve God and not Man. Not to have crazy times and hell of good times, but because of my love for God.
I watched Passion of Christ last night on DVD at the chalet. I heard how gory it is so I didn't dare watch it before, but since they had it on I decided to watch. It was so disturbing, I couldn't sleep well at all after the show. I was hiding behind the pillow most of the time after Jesus got tortured coz it was just too much for me. Even the girls watching were more brave than me. Haha. I had this particular dream but I'd prefer not to say it here. It's better if I explained it in person, but anyway after that dream, I didn't dare close my eyes anymore. So I ended up being the first to wake up. I waited for light to shine from the sky around 7 a.m before going out alone to enjoy the breeze in front of the sea. It was beautiful.
God may you lead me in my daily life, and grant me a pure heart and clean hands.
signing off at 11:32 PM
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