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When griping grief the heart doth wound,
and doleful dumps the mind opresses,
then music, with her silver sound,
with speedy help doth lend redress.
-William Shakespeare
Center of the spin...
Yeah.
Exams are just steps away but I'm here wasting away. I need some m-o-t-i-v-a-t-i-o-n (such an aggravation). The thing I can't believe is that soon, I'll be in my final year. It honestly felt like yesterday that I enrolled into SP. This is bad... I've not had enough fun yet.
Now crusaders have a new hang out place. In a space of one month, I've had SIX visits from them at the restaurant. That is an extremely high rate, any way you see it. It feels like everytime I work, I'm sure to have friends come dine at my workplace. My parents came last night for dinner when I was working too... whoo~~! I'm a blessed boy.
The pressure of being an ST in ministry has been catching up with me fast, even though my term hasn't even started... feel it rising up to the neck. Sometimes they don't understand that we're afterall... just students. And we really have our own life to handle... I wish I was as perfect as you all want me to be.
Today Nesh called me aside and commended me for my good performance at work, and even gave me extra incentives. I don't know what I did that was so different from the rest... we all do the same work... but I guess it must be God granting me favour in the eyes of my superiors. I'm pretty sure I just did my job to the best I could... because I did it for the Lord.
What about ministry ? I wonder when's the last time, a personal talk from top down was purely to recognise some good thing we did... not just to talk about us doing something wrong that needs immediate change.
Disappointment ?
I hate having to go for attachment. Shiet.
Peace
I hear you
signing off at 6:01 PM
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